i am surely a loser

okay, lately i've made a decision about myself: i am a loser. much like the title said. I know this may be hard for you to believe--

i am sure i can convince you.

first of all- i suck at keeping resolutions. when i was younger (ha funny...like i'm 100 or something..?) i would always make resolutions, or goals, or lists and i'd make sure to make them things that would take years and years to accomplish. And now, here i am, i've completed most of those goals. get married in the temple...have babies...take millions of pictures, fill up millions of journals (hence the "millions"...never really accomplishable) etc.

I made a goal to take a picture a day for the whole year, and post them on my other blog to kinda document our year via photos. I've already fallen off the bandwagon.

capital LOSER.

NEXT-

we went to Solitude over this last weekend with my parents & family. which was really fun! But, here comes the loser part.

i was walking around carrying lynley all over the place..she's fat. in an adorable chubby baby type of a way. but shes heavy!! and her poor mama can barley do 10 pushups (bonus, another reason i'm a loser) and so i'm hauling her all over, becausei FORGOT her baby bejorn (a little front carrier) ... mid hip-swing switch-a-roo, i run into this lady who has a baby the same age as lynley in a convienent BABY BEJORn. we intorduce the two cute babies and kinda laugh together for a second, we share a moment, that induced this lady to do soemthing crazy nice, sweet, trusting, thoughtful & really rare, she offers me her baby bejorn! she just simply says that they're leaving the next day, and she has a back carrier and she just wants to make my trip better. she writes her info on a little piece of white paper, i agree to mail it back to her, and she takes it off of her and hands it to me....have you ever in your life heard of something like this?? i surely have not. BUT at this point i have no doubt that i can return the borrowed item, no problem! So off we go. i honestly cannot remember what she looks like, her name, anything. i only know she's from san diego.

on with the story, i get home.. the paper is gone. GONE. i want to cry over this! this lady had a little trust in mankind. and i let her down. (note--i'm still in the process of demanding her info from the solitude resort)

but reguardless--LOSER.

okay, i feel better. it's liek i had to confess for my loser-ness--i don't want you all (all 2.5 of you) thinking that i'm something that i'm not.

side note** i've been wondering if the 6 degrees of whatever can possibly get me to her?? probably not with the only info that she has a really tall husband, blond hair, a cute baby boy possibly betweent the age of 9-12 months old with gorgeous blue eyes, and a yellow (i think) coat, from san diego.

BOO!