OMG

I have just realized something awful.

I was just sitting on blogger, looking at other families, looking back on our own blog and i stopped, and something just hit me.

what am i doing?

Not only is there laundry that i could be folding, but i haven't read my scriptures yet today. I woke up, did breakfast, and last night's dishes, turned on Regis and Kelly, put lyn back down for her morning nap, and hopped on the computer.

I then proceeded to do a little facebooking, blogging, KSL-ing, make our bed, brush my teeth, do some dusting, get back on the computer to check me email, got caught up in some stupid show that was on after regis and kelly, and what the heck? i'm back to blogging.

did i mention that i haven't even read my scriptures yet? Something that used to be such habit in my life, get up, read my scriptures, now seems foreign. Like it's such a burden to "fit in" my "busy" day? I hate this realization. How on earth can i rear my family in the right direction, whe ni'm being lazy in my own personal "rearing"? I can't. SO, i know that this may seem a bit hypocritical of me to be BLOGGING about this, but i have a feeling that at some point, i may fall into this rut i'm about to get out of. And i would very much like to read this, and let it kick my butt into gear, agian.

It reminds me of the talk, "Good, Better, Best". I remember that General Conference talk really hit me in the face, i'm going to re-read it agian today, and perhaps print it out and hang it on our fridge, as a reminder.