obsession.

well, it's been another 6 months..and i just finished another journal. if you know me..and if you read this blog at all...you know that i have a little obsession/tick/anxietyattack/impulse to document everything.
it's like..if i don't document it..did it really happen?
weird. yes.
but i cannot help it.
i have tons of journals. filled to the brim, types of journals.
i have a journal page of the 3am thoughts of my soon to be bride brain.
i have a journal page of the aftermath on my 11 year old self after my parents told us they were getting divorced.
i have an entry, soaked with tears, trying to describe what it felt like to hold my baby girl for the first time.
i have everything recorded.
mundane, boring days.
days where us lovebrids fight.
to-do lists.
love notes.
spiritual experiences.
pages and pages of me figuring myself out. and talking myself into being better.
confessions.
firsts.
lasts.
and everything in between.
enter blog.
updated probably much too often for anyone's liking..except mine.
this year i'm turning this blog into a book.
a different one for each year. & i'm very excited.
i hope that someday our children will read it..and laugh. and remember, all the big events..and the little ones that are only significant to us, all mixed together.
so..with that being said:
WEDNESDAY:

my organized & cleaned out pantry! halleleeeljula.

finally bought a vcr (from DI) and now we can watch the GOOD shows.
none of this ky-l-an ne-how crap.
also, i move her chair further back..and somehow it makes it's way back to front & center.
her favorite thing is to have a "pinic" for lunch time.
demonstrated, above.

this beast of a zuch is on my TO DO list.
it's a huge feat.
i need to grate it & freeze it.
ugh.
it's literally the size of my thigh.
HUMONGO!

so..thats that.
:)