talking a new baby girl.

on friday, we went to a special appointment.
we went to my midwives to get my 20 week ultrasound.

yes. i am half way through this pregnancy.
yes. this is the first time i'm really talking about it.
i am not sure why, exactly.

i was in some serious denial, in the beginning.
after being very sick for 2ish months..i finally made my mind up on who i wanted to deliver with.
then, i finally made my first appointment.
on the way into the appt..i said to tyler, "ty..there could be a chance i'm not pregnant..i don't feel pregnant. maybe i just had some weird bug?"
i was obviously pregnant.
then my midwife asked me if iwas in denial.
my answer was no.
the truth was, yes.

this time around, everything has been different.

i am busy.
i don't know how many weeks and days i am.
i am enjoying the summer with my little family and friends.
my every thought isn't about the baby in my belly.
so unlike my first time.

anyways, at that first apt, they wanted to do an ultrasound, since i was decently far along, and not 100% sure how far along i was actually.
that ultrasound blew my mind.
there was in fact a baby in my belly.
it was moving.
it had hands and fingers.
i mean, just blew my mind right up.
the nice lady was all, "is this your first child?" lol.

anyways, i am now at that halfway point.
and that uterus gut that could be hidden, no longer can.
so! heres to baby number two!

i am excited. i am excited for lyn! to have a person! a sibling!
a sister.
sometimes i think that we can do this!
others, i am just a bit scared lol.
but, all in all, i am happy. i feel like, it is time.
most of all though, i feel really blessed. and watched out for.

so..expect more pregnancy updates, and all that good stuff!
(including a video of lyn at the ultrasound.)