today.

it was one of those mornings..waking up to Clara, wanting to just lay in bed all day and cry for her, and her mom & dad and brothers and sisters.
but, that isn't the point of their blog, i know.
and even as i want to just cry and pull the covers back over my head i get to the end of the post..
and i get this overwhelming feeling of peace, for them. that heavenly father has a divine plan for Clara & their family.

but still.
squeezing lynley super tight today. super super tight. and letting her get away with murder. because today, i dont care. i'm just happy that seh's here with me, healthy, and running.

i have bennett & van & charlie for a few days too.
ppl see us and don't know what the heck to make of this circus..they look like they could be mine.
i love my little brothers, no matter how hard bennett is. i see him in really sweeet moments that make his hard moments easier to get through.

anyways, so that's that.
today i'm just trying to keep the fighting between lyn and ben to a minimum..haha
and thanking my Heavenly Father for this beautiful life that we live, here, together.
i've said it a thousand times.
i never thought my life could be this good.
:)