Although I would like nothing more than to.totally and completely forget.today/tonight..
I know that I need to remember.
I don't know where this crazy mom came from.
I don't understand why I yelled about soap and spilled popcorn.
I have no idea why I thought that slamming a door was okay.
I said I was sorry.
Mom wasn't a good girl today.
Grown up problems should never ever EVER turn into bad days for little people.
I asked for a hug..and amazingly she squeezed me so tight.
Much tighter than I deserved.
Being a mom is the hardest job.
Its the best job.
It's the most responsibility I've ever had.
It's the easiest to screw up.
It's the most rewarding thing I've ever done...tried to.do.
Two is a hard age today.
Twenty two feels very old tonight.
Baby girl...I am sorry. I will do.better. I will pray every second to let the holy ghost do more teaching then me. Ill pray every second that I can be taught...that I can be the kind of mom that you deserve. Because..really sweetie you deserve the best. I mean that.
1 comment:
I didn't notice this was gone until your most recent post, but I'm glad you re-posted it. Life is just dang hard sometimes and we all lose it once in a while. You're an awesome mom, but I'm glad to see your keeping it real... I'm not always good at doing that on my blog. I usually just don't post when I'm having my hard days and then no one knows. So, thanks for reminding me it's ok to have tough days.
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