about courtney z

i found this thing...and i'm doin it. haha pretty deep explanation i know.

1. how old would you be if you didn't know how old you were?

i would be 21?

2.If you had an opportunity to get a message out to a large group of people, what would your message be?

Families are forever.

3. Is it possible to lie, without saying a word?

100% yes. tyler would say no. we had to work that one out. now we know.

4. If not now, then when?

i get up every morning and tell myself, today's today. enjoy it.

5. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?

that's silly..there is always a higher power judging you. but as far as other ppl? i'd......i'm too afraid to say something for fear of getting judged haha oh well

6. Are you holding onto something you need to get rid of?

Yes, this mindset of needing to look a certain way. and that bringing more kids into this world is much more importnat than being able to run 5 miles. gotta let go of that.

7.Have you done anything lately worth remembering?

yes. my husband. hahahaha i'm funny. plug your ears people.

8. Who do you love? What are you doing about it?

I love my people. there's lots of them. i try and show them everyday.

9. Do you think crying is a sign of weakness or strength?

....i dunno. i feel weak when i cry. but when Elder Eyring cries he seems strong.

`10.Would you break the law to save a loved one?

heck yes. without even thinking about it probably.

11. When it's all said and done, will you have said more than you did?

hope not. i'm a big believer that actions speak louder than words.

12.If you could do it all over agian, would you change anything?

yes. and no. i really believe that one road leads to the next. so, i wouldn't change anything because i wouldn't want to be anywhere else. but there are people that i wasn't nice to, words i wish i never said, and words that i wish i DID say.

13. What is the difference between living, and exsiting?

living is being present. which for me is hard to be sometimes...sometimes it's easier to exsist. but just not nearly as rewarding as living. living brings joy, heartache, love, excitment... exsisting is letting everything blur past you.

14. What makes you smile?

a really sunny day, my baby saying silly words, my husband dancing and jumping and singing at 6am, waking up in the middle of the night for a makeout session. haha sorry agian.

15.Time or Money?

time. time. time. i really really believe that money isn't everything. it can make your time more fun...but it isn't EVERYTHING.


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