so. i was on my phone first thing this morning. because this was on my mind. (of course) and i wanted to find the link on Fbook. as i was innocently scrolling..i came accross some photos, that at first made me so happy! and then...about 5 picutres in... not happy. very unhappy indeed.
why is it that sometiems, the bad guy wins? thats not how it is in iron man. or spiderman. or even hope floats for that mattter. but in real life. the bad guy does often times win.
i want to see my grandparents in brazil so bad. so so bad. bad enough to fork out to cash in the next few months to make it down there. and i want to see them so bad, that ty is even willing to let me do so, guilt free.
and then i realize--ha. i am the now the only clark kid who has yet to go there.
which really, is fine. all fine and dandy, except for one. and to see that one on the arm of my grandma, was literally enough to bring me to a fit of anger, obviously mixed with tears.
because, it's just not fair.
but, life isn't fair, i guess. not always.
although...life has been unbelievably nice to me. and fair in so many ways.
just not when it involves the above rant.
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