zzzzz

this never happens anymore. in fact, i cant remember the last time she fell asleep on me or tyler...or any other human for that matter!

sundays can be rough for a 2 year old. especially with 1pm church. no nap. which makes for an exhausted girl at 7:30. very exhausted indeed.

but, i won't complain. because it felt so good to feel her, heavy next to me, feel her deep breaths in and out. i felt so overwhelmed with gratitude for this little person that is mine to mother, to watch, to love.

even as tyler got home from his meeting, and was sitting a little distance away from us, just watching her, us. i could see it in his eyes, as he said "man court, she's getting so big, isnt she?" it is amazing how they grow. they never stop. i remember her growing in my tummy. and now i watch her grow everyday. it's a beautiful thing.

she's a beautiful girl. no doubt about that.